Could you forgive and learn how to forget

Home, like finally cos it's already morning.
Wanted to head straight home after work just now,
but ended up waiting for Steve and En.

Starbucks throughout the night.
Maybe it was the atmosphere, the 2 big boys started talking about their troubles.
For that moment I was glad,
that I am only 18, and that I am still a schooling kid.
I have parents who stay with me, who are always by my side, and who love me unconditionally.
I have no commitments, I do what I like, I go where I want.

Steve and En are envious of my carefree life,
and love to call me kid kid kid.
But kids can also have troubles sometimes !

And I guess they forgot that everybody has to grow up one day.
I cannot help but wonder, how will my life be like when I reach my 20s ?

Life is really full of surprises, and many choices.

Got to sleep now, so damn glad that lesson is at 3 tmr :D

Tonight I'mma fight

Till we see the sunlight.





I have never had a cross fire with my friends before.
The only people that I will not hesitate to shout at are bitches, are sluts.
But today the people I raised my voice at are my friends.
Because of damn project issues.


Then again,
we wouldn't have known how much resentment everyone has without friction.



And, say HEEEEELLLOWWWWWWW to this little thang !







Sidetracking, some guys just have eyes for one girl.
The way such a guy looks at the girl he loves,
it's like there is no one else he can see.
These guys are so rare that they get sooooooooo attractive.
But usually, these guys are TAKEN.

DAMN.


You build me up, you break me down.
My heart, it pounds, yea you got me.

Cos you're a criminal as long as you're mine

I want your love,
love, love, love.
I want your love.



Dragonfly to Powerhouse then to Nana with Micheal, Van, Chris and co on Friday.
It has been about 2 months since I stepped into these 3 places
since I always spend my weekends at Rat or Sabai.
And I feel that they haven't changed a bit.

Going to Nana was a big mistake,
but I had no choice and I didn't want to be the spoiler.
There's nothing at Nana that I fancy,
except for one bartender HAHA.


And Saturday night at Powerhouse was AWESOME !
Nobody could stop dancing until the lights came on.


Got this from Lawerence which got me screaming into the phone.
Few weeks ago we drank a tad too much at Sabai.




Okay this is funny.
And that bloody boy still had the mood to snap pictures !

My hair looks uber long.
Woo !

I had a great long weekend.
Hope you guys did too ! (:

TOODLES !

Livin' in sin is the new thing

Blogging @ my work place now !
Angel and the rest are having training on massaging techniques.
So I am left all aloneeeee at the counter.

Got home at 7 this morning and I CANNOT wait to finish work !

Spent my Halloween night at Ratchada and Sabai.


Was dead drunk at Sabai and many silly things happened.
I remember I was squatting in front of a freaking coconut tree,
and the bouncer came over to disturb and asked me not to lose my composure.

To think that he could recognise me despite going down to Sabai for like, less than 10 times ?


Anyway, I am a troublesome biatch whenever I am drunk.
Hope Christ Lawerence and David didn't have a hard time yesterday.
Poor Christ wasn't very sober herself, and she had to support me most of the time.

Apparently Lawerence stepped on my toe,
now it hurts badly and I cannot walk properly o_O


I kinda regret for not preparing for Halloween.
Or shoud I say, I simply didn't have the time to due to my stupid assignments ?
Should have rented or bought a outfit for Halloween !
I saw this girl at Ratchada wearing her school uniform with torns here and there.
Wondering what will happen if I were to wear my Ngee Ann uniform there.
Hehe.

I think the consequences will be unbearable.




The weekend is over.
SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Hate school. Many many.

Just one spark starts the fire

I'M SO STRESSED I'M GOING CRAZY.
I'M SO STRESSED I'M GOING CRAZY.
I'M SO STRESSED I'M GOING CRAZY.
I'M SO STRESSED I'M GOING CRAZY.
I'M SO STRESSED I'M GOING CRAZY.





I have four major assignments on hand, and yes they are real MAJOR.
All are Problem-based Learning, so everyday my group mates and I brain storm for ideas ideas and more ideas.

I wonder how many brain cells I actually kill each day.


And I am facing tight deadlines.
Corporate communications is a real killer,
though it's fun when we come up with ideas on how we can bring up the image of a company,
then we wonder if the ideas can work out well if we were to really implement them.










I hate Mondays to Wednesdays the most.
ALways rushing here and there, especially to the library to grab books for our research.
You have no idea how relieved and happy I am every Wednesday at 6.01pm.


:D


TOODLES.

Party all night like yayerrrrr

Friday was the big day,
with journalists and editors from magazines like Female and Her World coming down to the official opening of Mentsu.

Then there was endless shooting of photos,
probably for the marketing of Mentsu.
And I couldn't really bring myself to smile damn happily cos it felt so unnatural.
Until the fat photographer Naz said COME ON I'M CUTE.
Omg couldn't control my laughter :D












Lucky to have this in-charge who treats me like her little sister :D













So freaking tired and deprived of sleep,
and luckily there's no school tomorrow !
The thought of having to go back to school is annoying.
This feeling really sucks ! :(

World's saddest dog

Headed back to school just for the orientation for my upcoming attachment at Kelly Services today.
Our supervisor is definitely one funny chap.
The programmes lined up for the attachment sounds interesting.
I'm anticipating the day I interview a candidate myself :D

Rushed down to work after the orientation to prepare for tmr's grand opening.
Feels great to be really busy sometimes !
We're anticipating about 50 guests, mostly customers from Mary Chia.
And now I'm totally worn out.
Have to get up extra early tmr morning to prepare as well.











The moment I saw these photos of Mr Newman I had a huge urge to give it a big big hug. I bet many will feel the same !
Esp the 3rd pic ! Awwwwwww.
What a sad sad face.
But SO DAMN CUTE !



TOODLES !

Music is the cure

Club Ratchada on Saturday night with Lawrence Sam Wayne Heng and Christine.
Rushed home after work to change and rushed down like a mad woman.
Played 5-10 throughout the night,
and I kept losing until Christine came down and thrashed all the guys :D


Was pretty drunk by the time we reached Sabai after drinking a tad too much at Ratchada.
I guess the guys decided to show mercy and give me a break,
cos all of them went to play with Christine who was damn hyper.
And by the time I was a bit more sober,
Christine could hardly balance herself and I even had to send her to her door step.








The noclass chop of Sabai.
Think it writes Club Sabai ?
Anyway it was easily washed away with water.
It was so dark inside Sabai that there were times I forgot there was a chop on my wrist.
Thought the chop was like some dirt on my wrist :p


(I have removed this part cos I am not sure who will actually get to read this.)



The thought of the impending end of my holidays makes me depressed.
And the thought of not being able to see my colleagues every day saddens me.
Going to miss seeing them everyday for 10 hours, really.
ARGHHHHHHHHH.
Hate school !



Grand opening of MENTSU this Friday !
Cannot wait to know what's going to happen on that big day.


Toodles.

What I would do to be there with you

Helplessly all I did was to ask you to relax and chill.
When in my heart I wanted to do more than that.
Then I left you,
asking you to take care and not to be too aggressive when you guys confront each other.

Trust me, I didn't even want to leave you there at all.
But I guess you didn't need me there.









I must be crazy.


So unforgiving, it's numbing everything.